this is not a poem [[taste of perfection]]

one woman
many men

confusion?
sometimes..
i have one heart, but it attaches to a number of different souls
simultaneously, yet one at a time

you make me feel
turns into they make me feel

i'd like to think each lover gave me a piece that one day all put together
will make me whole
i'd like to end the brevity of my affairs
and crown someone as my permanent mr. perfect

i know what i want
i get what i want
but what i get does not last

i guess i can say
admiration preceeds admiration
passion preceeds passion
love preceeds love
trust preceeds trust

so i'm going to aquire all the love i've already experienced
the only difference being
His love will be without limit

so for now, i will keep tasting perfection. i am still young, so sex is all i expect. i'm too independent to cry about not having one significant other. love comes, love goes. and yes, i experience true love and passion for those i do not plan on being with at no contest, so don't try to argue the fact that i indeed love these guys. the comparison is not whether or not love is true, but whether or not it is without bound. i loved my first, but we are no longer together. but i would be insulting my experience to say it wasn't "true" love because it was. till death do us part. that means forever, as opposed to a love affair whose sole purpose is to provide experience that later contributes to the finale. i know when i'll say i do.

moving forward

Isis**~